Very Late Update...

1stly....
i'm glad that my bebe fell in love with me again..
yes,
it faded...
i duno how much...
but that was the hard time i passed through...
and i duwan another time..
so i will be my bebe's guai guai hubby..
listen to wat you say ONLY.. xDD
i duno wat i did to get her love again..
it faded since 20++ September i guess....
then... one day..
she tell me she duno whether she love me or not..
well, at least she's honest...
then...
i tried hard to get her love again..
i find her when i off..
i even did something wrong...
which i cant tell... me & be's secret... ^^
then... i still remember...
the most hurt moment...
is that..
she said she was scared of me..
who wants a lover to be afraid of them..?
she said she's horrified..
cos i kept looking into her eyes and asked her the same question again & again..
that question is... "do you love me..?"
i know when she lies when i look into her eyes..
maybe she's scare that i might get hurt.. so she hide behind her eyes...
and from that day onwards....
when she told me she was scared and horrified..
i never asked her that question till today..
but i told her i love her..
i duno if its everyday or not..
but i did told her those 3 words...
i'm afraid i would annoyed her if i keep pushing her..
so i didnt tell her that often....
these few days her exam started..
we didnt fight for quite long time.. [but i am not asking for a fight bebe.. =)]
we're just fine...
just acted that i'm ok..
as i try to get her love again...
i never know when i'll get it back.. seriously... never...
finally till today...
i called her when i break....
i skipped my dinner..
cos i was tired...
we talked for about 17 minutes as i could remember..
before the last few minutes ends...
she thought i was moody...
but actually..
i'm tired..
i told her i was tired...
she chased me to rest..
usually all these while...
when we're talking on the phone..
both of us dun wanna hang the call..
we'll say..
"you close 1st"
"duwan..you close 1st"
"bye bye"
"bye bye"
"close la~"
"i close lo"
"bye bye"
"bye bye..
this routine keep repeating..
until i give up..
but today..
i hang up without argue with her...
cos i'm scare she'll be angry if i didnt listen to her..
then afetr o hang..
i waited her msg for few minutes..
she didnt msg me..
then i msg her...
she told me her reasons..
then she told me she was scared..
i asked her..
wat she's scared of..
she said....
"scare you moody then kap lui"
izit babe?
forget d..
xD..
but all this thing happen..
i know its my fault for being not guai..
but today's boboy...
and last two years you've been with me...
i changed to be more matured..
i know how to think d..
more patience d... xDD..
be...
i just wanna be with you.. =)...
when i writting this post..
i cried.... because...
i'm glad i still have you in my arms.....

2ndly..
my salary got d..
hmm..
not bad...
1900++..
lol...
few hundreds give mom and grandparents..
then left duno how much..
900 save in bank d..
wanna take license geh..
car downpayment no need so worry 1st...
december got bonus get...
haha..

3rdly..
i finally got one new worker..
wow.....
she's much more "hardworking" than the last time malay girl..
great liar too...

4thly...
be!!! i love you..
xD..
GooD LucK FoR YouR ExaM
i'm sorry for everything... <3

I want tell you something

hmm... i shy... errr...

xD.. your bebe o...

your bebe ❤you

FOREVER

=)..
❤ ❤❤ ❤❤ ❤❤ ❤❤ ❤❤ ❤ 
Boboy ❤  Yinx Wei